Please disappear.

I'm truly lost right now...
Did you ever deal with some freaking answer?
It's been a few months...
But I still remember.. the day I went to check up..
I don't know, either to believe it or not...
How am I to do if it real??
until now I just ignore it..
But this few day l felt something wrong..
it's a sudden attack lately. ..ya like now i can feel it...
Hurt?? not really but it feel like you running out an oxygen...
what am I afraid is.. if it attack me now..
And I cant do anything much...
I don't want my family worried about this...
Cause that persons told me this thing maybe will effect when I'm middle of 40s.

I'm just hoping it wont happen so soon..

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My pink cotton candy heart

♡my heart like cotton candy, light like clouds, melt down with one drop of saliva(hahaha eeee air liur) then became drooling... Miahaha

o_O hoho. Actually there something bout my pink heart... I don't know if I'm the one who feel very sensitive...but that's my six sense... Always discover something around me either positive or negative.

Now there are two things happened which I can't bare it anymore but still try to handle it.(me thinks)

First, there are a person who dramatically
changed!! He seemed change a lot...but only with two of us..but it more to me???
I dunno what his problem cause before this we never bad mouth bout him coz he one of the kind man here... Dunno la what his problem. But now im getting annoyed with his attitude!! Why always choose my counter not the others??? even thou I got side work he still choose my counter... Or he hate me that much then he try to make me bz all the time???
But for sure hahaha maybe I'm prettier then his weird gf right (-,-)??? Hahah

Second case!! I just know someone... But from my super power sense... I can smell it that my bff like him tooo... Hurm now I dunno how to react...or should i let it go?? (",) arrrgh just wait n see la kan....

※※P/s※※
~july- cheff birthday wahahah

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Namja-ya

years may go, years may comes,
but still always one namja in my heart,
beside all namja in my family,
This namja....
The one who I adore like forever,
the very kind namj a,
whatever this namja do I will like it no matter what.
But this namja never knew...
Until this day, even New stories came to my life,
this namja will be always in my heart
cause this namja somehow is my breath, the one who i live for, the one Who I waiting for
and every dreams Overcast by this namja..
But, I know its not possible to happen,
It's hard for me to forget,
I hope, one day there will be one namja who will save me from this endless hopping..
Just one thing l want to say, to this namja..
A secret that I'll Keep forever

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